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Lyrics: Kurt Cobain
Monkey see, monkey do
I don't know why I
Walk around, follow you
I don't know why I
Pull it out, keep it in
I don't know why I
Have to have poison skin
I don't know why I
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Move an inch, take a mile
I don't know why I
Never faded, never smiled
I don't know why I
Nevermind, eat and run
I don't know why I
Fuck your ass for the fun
I don't know why I
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-6 Apr 1990 (recording date)
Archivist's comments: These lyrics were eventually sanitised and published as "Stay Away" on Nevermind. The original lyrics are pretty obviously about Kurt's experiences with male street prostitutes. Seattle has long been infamous for rampant street prostitution in certain districts, and one of these areas, Aurora Avenue, has been documented as a favourite hang-out for Kurt.
( Read more... )Edit Sept. 2021: I found a
quote from Kurt that confirms that these lyrics are indeed gay.
For two other songs that use the word "faded", click
here and
here. Kurt and Krist seem to have had their own special meaning for the term, which appears to be used as slang for orgasm.